Stupid, or not?


This is a shorty.

I almost busted into tears in the grocery today.  I was looking for pads, as they’ve been recommended over tampons for the miscarriage.

I’ve not bought them in years, basically knew what I would need, but for some reason I became completely overwhelmed very quickly and was getting intensely frustrated.

I just don’t get like that often.  It was a bit surprising and a bit maddening.

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Mary

Wife, student, new first time mother. Crafter and creator. Animal enthusiast. I had a miscarriage in March 2011. But we tried again. March, 2012 was the birth of my first child. Off and on I have been dabbling with small business, trying to get it off the ground since, every so often changing direction.

4 thoughts on “Stupid, or not?”

  1. No not stupid. You have probably been holding emotions. You have been rationalizing knowing what your mom went through and thinking you would be prepared but the sad truth is we NEVER can be fully prepared. There may be days like this and times where you cry at nothing. It is normal and perfectly ok. It is healthy to cry, a relif valve for the pressure in a way. You will be ok. Just make sure not to go too long before you contact the doctor if nothing happens you don’t want to have anything in their for too long. Here if you need me

    Joanna

    1. Me too..thanks. 🙂 I’m really getting almost impatient for things to get going, to be honest. Though, I have mixed feelings about my own feelings. I’ve not been this wacked out emotionally in years. BLEH!

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